All We Need Is A Little Patience

Lately I’ve been feeling rejected and less sexual than usual. I am realizing self esteem is a rollercoaster that is hard to navigate. I try to see myself how others see me and always fall short.

I’ve learned to do little things and be grateful but that doesn’t mean I’m always successful. We all fall short of our own expectations and the judgements we think others have toward us.

Do you ever tell yourself what others think of you- for example ‘I bet she thinks I’m crazy’- I’ve learned that is our inner monologue putting words in others mouths. These judgements are so hard to break free of.

Changing how I talk to myself is freaking work.

Lately the gold at the end of the rainbow is self pleasure. I know how to make me feel good and it boosts my endorphins. I’ve learned over time that many people with female genitalia think it’s gross or forbidden.

How often do you think those with penises masturbate without guilt? I’ve finally given myself permission to have this free pleasure to get through the day to day. It’s sometimes the highlight.

Lately I’ve been a bit more traditional in my self pleasure. I have been using lube a bit more as well. I’ve enjoyed pouring it from the top of my slit and feeling it run down to my bottom. It’s cooling and cozy. Once I’ve enjoyed that a bit I circle my clit a few times with my fingers and start my vibrator on a lower setting enjoying all the different sensations. As I feel my climax coming on I lift up a bit to interrupt and turn the vibrator a bit higher and am able to then circle lower and deeper. When I think I’m going to orgasm I pull away again until I’m at about a level 5- read previous blogs for levels- then I gently start the other vibrator in my canal, pumping and getting it really wet. Once I’m on edge again I leave that one in, use the vibrator on my clit at the highest setting. Pushing myself higher & higher until I explode. This has been extra fun lately because on the explosion of the mega organism the vibrator I have inside of me goes flying across the room and the mountain of squirt is out of control.

Let me know in the comments if you try any of my methods. Join the newsletter or lady cum click. I have exciting stuff planned for the future. Let me get out of my head for a bit and I’ll see you next time. Remember you are smart enough, good enough and gosh darn it people like you.

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