Dating in my 40s- Dating Roulette

Goodness y’all. This is tough. I can’t seem to get it right. I feel so disconnected from my feelings. I’m good with the physical and the fun but not so good with the intimate. And to make it worse when I’m uncomfortable I make terrible jokes. It’s the most isolating defense mechanism.

Recently I met a great guy who likes playing games like Connect 4 and Battleship. Our first date we played mini golf, skee ball, air hockey and more. It was wonderful silly fun.

And to top it off he likes to eat my lady bits to maximum spillage. I cum like a waterfall and he enjoys it. He does a pattern and spreads my labia which brings my clit to maximum enjoyment. One or two fingers in my vagina and I’m shaking and cumming.

So what’s the problem?

Me. I’m so uncomfortable and shitty I say dumb stuff without thinking. So what does a girl do? Grand gesture? Do better next time? Say what I feel and allow myself feelings? I’ve been so heartbroken for so long that I don’t even know how to lean into my feelings.

I feel like life was so much simpler when people talked to strangers and we met people through friends or out somewhere.

I don’t want to be alone but no one wants to be with someone who can’t express themselves.

Can you relate? What would you do? Well all I’m going to take a break and recover and try try again. My vibraters missed me.

Thank you for reading my sappy story. I’ll be more upbeat my cum click. Don’t forget to share my stories and comment. I’d love to hear from you.

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